Morning call

My breakfast treats. LOL

Choose happiness

My life has never been this hard. Mother always gets mad at me even if I just want to ask something. She easily gives me that "angry bird" look that she has. I was expecting that to happen coz she easily believes on what other people say about me. I still think she's the meanest but i can do nothing about it. She's my mom and she has all the right to bash me with hurtful stuffs. I know and i believe that one of these days she'll realize that people who criticize me and say nasty stuffs about me will get their karma for free. Im just praying to guide them and forgive them.

I sti choose to be happy,inspite of whatever problems that I am experiencing right now, I still choose to smile, laugh and be kind to other people. I don't want to stress myself with the bad aura that surrounds me. This too shall pass, this too shall end. I will live my life the way I want it to be. And I will be happy coz i choose to be. I have taken away the bitternes, and the hate that's why I am still happy. Sometimes I think that I am not brave because I don't know how to cry anymore. But I was wrong, i realized that I didn't cry because I have overcome it. I have overcome being mad at people, being bitter with how my life was, and I have overcome being sad. I didn't cry because I choose to be happy.

I want to live my life like this, happy. And im still trying hard to be the happiest and contented person on earth.

To all my haters, you can go fuck yourself, say nasty stuffs about me, do whatever you wanna do, say you wanna say, I don't care. I dont feed the trolls. I stopped feeding maggots. So you can go suck and fly you filthy creatures. I still choose to be happy that's why I stopped feeding you. God's watching. I leave everything to Him.

I love my life. And i am happy with it.

allergy attacks!

My boyfriend's son went home from his visit at grandparents place when he got back,I saw lots of rashes all over his body. I asked him what he ate and he told me he ate only pork,fish and corned beef hash on breakfast. I still didn't believe him so I called up Grandma and asked what he was eating. Grandma told me that he ate danggit. It's a famous drid fish here in the Philippines. I got furious not because he ate danggit knowing that he's allergic to dried fish, I got mad because a 5 year old knows how to lie. I asked him if he feels okay,he said yes so we had bonding time went to the mall and bought stuffs for him and his younger sister. We ate dinner in a Japanese restaurant. Kharl was silent and didn't want to eat. He was like that until he told me that he's a hard time breathing. I panic and rushed him to the hospital. The 2 nannies had their day off and I was alone to take care of the kids. Good thing my friends were with me to help me. I am thankful to the Almighty above that Kharl is okay now. He's still in the hospital right now. A lot of tests to be done. Hope we can go home tomorrow.

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Mother's Day!

Late for Mother's day, eh? LOL! So, Marjun and I surprised Mama with a cake. I dunno what it was but it has mini marshmallows and chocolate chips on it. Marjun bought it he basically didn't know the name of the cake. He just told me that it looked good so he choose it. Oh well, males. :) I wasn't able to take pictures of the cake because I went home to get my camera and when I get back, the cake was gone! They ate it! It was small so it's forgivable. LMAO.

My mama is the best mom in the world...he supports me and my sibs with all the love and supports us with everything we want. They said that she's kinda strict, no she's not...she's just protective and yeah sometimes tactless. She says what she wanna say and do what she wanna do. I love her more than anything and no matter what, her decisions are the best decisions in the world. Yay! LMAO!

Blogger droid!

Yay! Finally instaed blogger droid on my Samsung note! Im kinda excited to use this application. Im the type of person who just posts random thoughts anytime,anywhere...i also have a blogger app on my iphone so whichever works then imma post!

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Being happy.

I was a negative thinker, that was before I had my bariatric surgery. After I had it,  I lose a lot of weight, and gained self-confidence little by little. This transformation really changed me a lot! The way I dress, the way I think about life, I have become positive all of a sudden. The old isprikikay that people used to know changed. Some people love it, some don't. But who are they to judge me, right? This is my life, this is how I live my life NOW. The person they used to know, is changed. I changed for me, not for them. Really, it just ticked me knowing some people call me "OA" or "feeler" well, I have the right to do what I want to do, say what I want to say. If you get offended or you don't like what I said or did, then live with it. I have been trying to get rid of the "stains" in my past because, they stopped me from growing. They gave the kinda life I didn't want to. Now, that I am in the part of my life that I wanna do the stuffs I want or them stuffs I wanna do, nobody can stop me from doing it. One thing that I always remember that "People are gonna hurt you, no matter what you do, no matter you say, some of them are gonna talk shit about you. They will love you they will hate you but in the end, there's only YOU. And you're the only person who knows about yourself, you're the only person who can love yourself more than anybody else." That's the truth.

I have been a boring person since like what? Since my parents bought my first computer. Internet took all the fun away. I didn't blame the "internet" though. It's just that if I wasn't an internet freak, I'd be doing a lot of stuffs already! Now, I'm sorta detaching like 50% of my internet time and divert it into something productive. You know, like sewing, knitting, painting, LOL NOTTT!! I diverted some of my internet time in walking in the thread mill and doing Zumba. Have I ever told you I love dancing? Yes, I love dancing. People will laugh at me coz I'm obese and I can take the whole dance floor by myself, but I didn't care about it. I am with my friends and as long as I'm with them dancing then fuck all of you haters. LOL!

So yeah, I realized that if you want to be happy, you can choose to be happy. You can love your life and just be happy and be contented with what you have and what you are doing, as long as you're not hurting anybody then it's fine. And as for my Online game addiction, I have been trying to tell myself to stop it, but I also have friends ingame. I also have my "tropas" ingame. So I decided I'll spend time with them every day, like an hour or 2. We have facebook to communicate. HURRAY FOR FACEBOOK! LOL!

Oh, I just remember, I was gonna post some of my pre-op video and pictures but my Iphone got stolen. My old Iphone rather. :) anyways, I will be posting most of my stuffs in here and in my razzi account...  :)

Always remember happiness is a choice. :)

CW video.

Uploaded my 2nd Generiodan video! :) you can check it out on my youtube channel...

www.youtube.com/ajtwinpeaks

Also pls. Subscribe and dont forget to hit the like button. :))

Afternoon visit!

I am here at my parents' house doing my afternoon visit. I always do visit them like everyday because they always look for me. They're having siesta and Papa's always the one who wakes up early. His caregiver always make sure that he goes out early to enjoy the sunset and the sea breeze. My papa had a stroke few years ago and undergo triple bypass surgery in his heart (is it called arteries?) something like that. He could walk but after a year after he had an attack again and he couldn't walk anymore after that and his right part of the body is not mobile. He also couldn't talk but he can hear us. We're taking care of Papa like a baby. I am scared loosing him. He also has brain aneurysm (did i spell it right?) and prostate problem. My Papsie is a fighter even if he has a lot of illness he still fight for it. I so love my parents and i would NOT trade them for anything!

Having afternoon chill time with my parents i just couldn't help but notice the sun,the skies and sea. The view is just amazing!

Isprikikay goes vlogging! Yay!

My first time to edit video using my Iphone! sorry if i messed up. :)

Hope you like my video. :)

Messed up.

People are just messed up. They don't want to see you be successful. They put you down and never help you get up. That's freakin' insane and stupid. I just wish karma's gonna slap them bitches. I just can't wait for that day when I see them go up to me and ask for forgiveness.

Hating doesn't help a bit on nething and hate will stop you from doing good things. Hating is bad. I know coz I read somewhere that we should not hate and we learn how to forgive. But when people are really tough and they always put you down, then it's time to kill them. God forgives. Killing is not a problem. LOL! :)

Neyhu, I miss a lot of people lately. I miss talking to people I always talk to online. When can I see them again? hangout wif them again? I juz keep on wishing I'd win the lottery and it'll be blast! Palawan or Boracay all-expense paid grand EB? pwede? PWEDE! LOL! So help me pray I'd win the lottery, bitches. :)

It's already Cinco de Mayo! I'm making ng Cinco Salsa later. I only make that Salsa once a year every 5th of May. I got no Mexican blood in me but I love eating Mexican food (not Spicy please!) LOL! I'll post the recipes later. Hope I can post stuffs right later. Cross fingers. :)

What's your night night song before going to sleep?

Mine's titled "SNORE". Get it? :))

New thing!

Finally im settling on my new 22" LED monitor... I hope my eyes wont hurt anymore.

Isprikikay's blabbing!

I got so bored and couldn't do anything other than staying at home and of course watch tv and go online. Marjun was in Manila and took the afternoon flight I've decided I'd go to the airport and pick him up. Then i realized he brought his car with him and left it somewhere near the airport. So I went to Tacloban and go home with him. I met up with Badok at Robinsons mall Tacloban while we were waiting for Marjun to arrived we passed by at this shop called Plato Wraps! Wanted to buy but the serving was too big for me so i just went to this Mexican food cart and ordered beef quesadilla. It was good though.

Okay, so since we are addicted to royal milk tea, everytime we go to Tacloban we always go to bubbletea cart and buy our favorite! The only bad thing about them is that they would not let you buy extra pearls... I love munching on those pearls. I know its bad for myself but its not that i always eat those things. I still count my calories and lessen my sugar and fat intake. And I still have a cheat day! :)) tomorrow btw is May 1st and its a holiday! Yay! Marjun has lotsa plans we might buy an AC and new tv for our small room/office. Decorating is fun fun fun! Yey! Cant wait! I will post our lill love nest. :)

Sad.

Niece and her family left for Oman today. It's so sad seeing them leave. We wanted to see Une Marchesa grow up. I guess i have to see her grow up on facebook. :) But here's the best part, I am going to see them soon! I am pretty excited to go for a vacation in Oman. Ive been searching about the country for months now and I find the place so good! I cant wait for that day when I get so see Oman's nature! I just called them up awhile ago and their flight's delayed! They're supposed to leave at 11 p.m. Tonight but due to some problems, they're leaving at 2 a.m. I am worried about Une coz she's not used to being with a lot of different people. She stares at them when they pass by.

Anyways, I'm thinking of selling some of my accounts in Ran Online in the Philippines but I having doubts because i might regret it some day...
Im still thinking about it though.

Well, i guess that's gonna be it for now. Imma zzzzzZzzz

saying goodbye :(

good morning sunshine!

RANTS RANTS RANTS

It is too early to rant but i have to coz this has been too annoying already! Our neighbor just turned on the radio so loud that it woke me up so early everyday! They have this freakin' speaker put up out side their salon! I dont know about my other neighbors have to say about it. This has been annoying for around 2 weeks already. I don't know what to do! It seems that they won't listen! I already asked somebody if they could turn the volume lower but they just did it for like 30minutes and turned it up again. They can put it up inside their salon! For crying out loud! I am so pissed right now!

Boyfriend. Brofriend? :))

I was about going to sleep when I read a notification on my Iphone about Shaycarl tweeting that he's going live while waiting for Justine Bieber's Boyfriend Parody Video... I went back online and waited for the video... so here it is! it's funny as hell! I still think Logan is hot! oh wait, Jackson Harris too!

Logan's a hottie. *drools*

Jackson Harris also made a video of him recording... here's the link...

 

So now, tell me who's hotter? :) 

Bed Rock?

I'm getting ready to sleep and put up songs on my playlist  and came across this song by Young Money, and I feel like flirting! Oh hell yeah! :)) I've been having problems sleeping the past few days, and I just hope I'll be having a good night (errr,midnight?) sleep. It's time to hit the sack now. The link of the video is right down below.

Can you make my bed rock?

oh before i go to sleep lemme share you this pic i took earlier. 

LOL! 

Oh btw, if you guys wants to look at my photoblog, you can go to this link you can sign up an account and add me as your friend. :)

MY RAZZI PHOTOBLOG!

I am going to sleep now. I will see you guys in my dreams. :) xoxo

Published!

Hello there! as you can see, I updated my blog na! :) I just leave my other post as drafts as I'm going to edit some stuffs. If you have comments or suggestions, please feel free to write down below. :) I will update this blog as much as possible and I will concentrate on what contents I'm gonna be putting. Expect more about my life and foods since that's what I always do. I'm still new at blogging so excuse me if i suck.

Me cook!

Marjun (le boif) went to Manila for a business trip and i was left alone at home. Feeling sorry for me, he called up my friends to come over and since it was Sunday, I had to cook for ourselves. I cooked whatever i could find in the refrigerator.

Here's how it looked like. It was a mixed of ground beef and chicken, added with salt,pepper,tomato sauce,some herbs, raisins, mushroom, and pineapples! It tasted sweet and soury and my friends loved it...i also added cheese on top! I fried some tofu, Added salt and pepper and an artificial salt (the one in blue bottle sold in healthy options) just a little bit since my friends are not really used to those stuffs.



Our place is small and the table is small so we have to fit. The pic below is a mess, my friend Joy also made the dessert... Mango float! I had all the ingredients except for the mangoes. Joy had to go to city and buy some. We had iced tea! I wanted to have a cold Royal tea but most of my friends are not into it.

I also heated some tortilla coz it tasted good with the ground beef and chicken.


Basically that was it *burp* I am on a diet and i wasn't eating a lot!

We went out for these?

Marjun and I went to a town called Baybay, it's like 30-40 mins. drive from where I live. I bought some of the stuffs they're selling, and tasted little bit of everything.
So let me start...

First is the Cassava Chocolate Oatmeal Cookies A.K.A. Cassava Choco Cookies with Oats

It tasted good but I think the no choco cookie would taste better though. I think. Oh shoot, I forgot to buy one!

Second is the Dehydrated Jackfruit


So, okay, here's the thing, once you open it, don't put it near your nose because it smells weird. The jackfruit smell is okay but since it's dehydrated and some chemicals are put on it already, it has this weird smell. But who cares, it tasted sooo delicious! It's not that so sweet like those dried mangoes I've eaten.

Third is the Macapuno tart


This tart is big and the packaging comes with different sizes which amazes me and Marjun. Yeah, we suck, we easily get happy with anything. LOL! The problem with this tart is that I could hardly taste the Macapuno, instead Marjun and I tasted like a sweet flour filling and we couldn't even get a hint of the Macapuno on it. The tart is not so sweet it's just okay. Well, I wanted my tart to be sweet and I want to taste the filling. I'm not picky it's just that I wanna taste what's on the label. You know, if it says macapuno there should be hellova macapuno on it! LOL!

To all you guys who are wondering what Macapuno is, uhm... Macapuno is a variety of a coconut (that's what is says in Wikipedia!) LOL! You are free to Google it. :)
We also bought the Carabao's Cheese also known as Kesong Puti and the Carabao's milk with Chocolate. But I left the cheese at my parents house and totally forgot about it. I just hope it's still there so that I can take pictures of it and taste it. Oh shoot! I just hope they didn't eat it or imma have to go back and buy one and taste it!

Anyways, I'm also putting my Mango float recipe. I know I know there are lots of Mango float recipe over the net but i just want to share my own recipe. :) I have my secret ingredient but i'm not gonna tell you guys about it. LOL! juz kidding.

For Aleda? +)

Yey! Went to my parents' place this afternoon and mother dear asked me to cook something for them. I thought of taking pictures of what I did. Before I start with the "how to" part, let me tell you a story on how this recipe was introduced to me. I was in a culinary school, and I think there was a function in school and I was assigned in cooking for the lunch of all the staffs. So i came to Chef D and asked for her help on what to do with the beef. She told me to minced some garlic and prepare the ingredients. After preparing the ingredients, she thought me how to cook beef steak a la pobre. I was like "wow! that sounds delish." So, that's where I got the idea of this recipe. And oh by the way, I hope my friend Aleda will make this. GOODLUCK ALEDA! :) This recipe that i'm sharing with you now, is my own recipe quantity... so you can omit or change the quantity of the ingredients depends on how you will want it to taste. My first time to do this so sorry if i make lotsa mistakes. :)


Ingredients:
1/2 kilo pork sliced (i used pork because the supermarket ran out of beef)
50ml light soy sauce
3 tbsp. vinegar
50ml Worcestershire Sauce (if you think this is a lot you can decrease the quantity)
Salt and pepper
50-100ml water
4 cloves of garlic (minced)
2 shallots or 1 medium sized red onion (minced)
Procedures:
1. Fry the pork in a small amount of butter until it's kinda light brown in color.

2. In a separate pan, heat a small amount of butter then add the garlic. When the garlic turns into brown in color add the shallots.

3. Add the light soy, vinegar, water and the Worcestershire sauce.



4. Add the meat, pepper and just a pinch of salt, mixed and wait until it boils.
5. When the meat is cooked  take it off the pan and put it in the plate (i used bowl. LOL)
6. Let the sauce reduce, when its reduced you can top it on the cooked meat. Btw, i think don't over reduce it coz i think the taste will be different like uhm burnt soy? :)




 
 It's best with rice! Yay! Hope Aleda will like this. :)
Enjoy! :)

Aleda? Tell me whatcha think! :D